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Diary of an Internet Whore, 2020-08-27 I know, I’m “suppose..
Diary of an Internet Whore, 2020-08-27 I know, I’m “supposed” to get back right away to the part of the story with my sister, but this isn’t a story on a linear timeline. It’s all messed up, like my head and my emotions most of the time. I used to always pride myself on being a rational person that analyses everything and makes wise decisions, until I realized that I am mostly guided by my passions and fall into utter despair when I do not allow myself to be and feel. I think that’s where a lot of my self-doubt, shame, and guilt ...
Take me me to the hotel on a nice trip and this is what you ..
Take me me to the hotel on a nice trip and this is what you get in bed!
Woah! I've been wanting to visit the enchanted forest for a ..
Woah! I've been wanting to visit the enchanted forest for a couple years now, and tonight I'm being taken out to venture into its magical atmosphere! I hope pictures are allowed, I'll try to show you what it is when I get back tomorrow or Thursday, along with the rest of the story with my sister! Take care 💋
TGIM everyone! Why? Because today is a special milestone day..
TGIM everyone! Why? Because today is a special milestone day. This new release is my first threesome on camera! Remember two weeks ago I went on a Jeep ride with a new friend? Well, let me introduce her to you: tsviper! We hit it off so well that we decided to try to shoot a movie together and it turns out we had a blast, so stay tuned for future collaborations between her and I. Tsviper is an experienced camgirl and dominatrix. Check out her page MISS VIPER https://onlyfans.com/tsviper I was really excited to do this as I've been fantasi...
Diary of an Internet Whore, 2020-08-23 On Whoring and Friend..
Diary of an Internet Whore, 2020-08-23 On Whoring and Friendships I know you were all expecting the follow-up to the story with my sister, but it will be for another day. It’s my diary after all! I’m sitting here, getting ready for another porn shoot, and I’m kind of pissed off. For the past 4 hours, I’ve been doing the unglamorous part of shooting porn. First, there’s the fact that I can’t eat anything *all day* before shooting, except maybe some vodka and watermelon juice: I’d fucking puke my brains out if I were to deepthroat...
Yoooo what did I get myself into, that double-headed dildo i..
Yoooo what did I get myself into, that double-headed dildo is really biiiig!! Butt workouts have now taken a whole new meaning for me! 🤯😈 I'll keep you all updated on my progress with it! So far I think I got 13 inches in, I'll have to measure from now on.
Okay I checked just for fun in the bath to see how far I can..
Okay I checked just for fun in the bath to see how far I can get it in on my first try, not too bad, lemme work on it for a while! That's the 18-incher.
Diary of an Internet Whore, Aug. 21, 2020 Yesterday was a v..
Diary of an Internet Whore, Aug. 21, 2020 Yesterday was a very weird day that felt eventful although from the outside perspective it might not seem as such a big deal. I haven't said much about my family life, but for those of you who have been following my adventures and vicissitudes, you have probably inferred that it's conflictual at best. The reality is much more complicated. First off, I have to say that my family loves me very much and I love them too. But we have a hard time getting along together for more than a couple hours. ...
You're playing Fallout, and you stumble upon trap at an indu..
You're playing Fallout, and you stumble upon trap at an industrial wasteland. What's your next move? I haven't had time to play video games in many years, with university, then working all my jobs to pay it back while morphing into a babe, and now that I've got some free time on my hand, I thought I'd do an industrial wasteland themed photoshoot that reminds me of one of my favourite games, the Fallout series. Unfortunately the last time I played, I think I was halfway through New Vegas, and could never finish as my PS3 was...
Diary of an Internet Whore As far as I can think back, I re..
Diary of an Internet Whore As far as I can think back, I remember I've always told people they can be all they want to be. I realize I had forgotten this mindset in the past few months, as I was spiralling into panic and despair. As weird as this may sound, what's always saved me in dark times is the iron addict mindset. By that, I mean the rules that I have learned from an early age, at the gym. I started lifting when I was 13 because I was sick and tired of getting bullied and roughed up and made fun of and I figured if I became so...
It has been a while I hadn't posted really kinky stuff with ..
It has been a while I hadn't posted really kinky stuff with bondage, chains, restraints, and latex. I found this one in my archives that I had forgotten to post. So here we go. In this one, I had introduced a new component: A fuck machine! I was strapped all spread apart at the four corners of my former bed while getting fucked relentlessly by the machine, before moving on to an actual cock for my usual ass-to-mouth deepthroat action, and a really sloppy one at that, with a glorious facial cumshot at the end! A bit over 16 minutes of hardco...
The elusive Blonde Big Tiddy Goth TGirlfriend in chastity, f..
The elusive Blonde Big Tiddy Goth TGirlfriend in chastity, fishnets, straps, stiletto blacknails, and redlipstick!
Just bought two friends and this time they're BENDABLE so I ..
Just bought two friends and this time they're BENDABLE so I can work up to swallow them whole up my ass and throat! It's my challenge for this fall! I'm gonna starting training with them soon LIVE on cam and will let you know the timeframe so you can join me and take part in the fun and challenge me!
Boring lonely Saturday night when I'm feeling like doing not..
Boring lonely Saturday night when I'm feeling like doing nothing but trouble! Who else is in a naughty mood? I went to see a "manager" who turned out to be a fluke, once again. So I wasted another evening I could have spent with friends. Can anyone tell me what is the point of being a poser? At least yesterday after the car show the hottest girl at the bar kissed ME rather than any of the guys that were lusting after us 🤣 Geez that happens often to me hahahah
Looks like I'm not the only hot ride hiding something fierce..
Looks like I'm not the only hot ride hiding something fierce under the hood 😅 Think anyone else knew?
Diary of an Internet Whore, August 14, 2020 Yesterday I wen..
Diary of an Internet Whore, August 14, 2020 Yesterday I went on a Jeep Renegade ride with a new friend and took this picture. It struck me as similar to the picture of Sarah Connor in the first Terminator movie. I spent all day discussing with this new friend about life. She's also a trans like me but with 10 years more experience in transition. We had a great connection and she knows people and directors in the porn business and told me how I have all it takes to make a great career and they would looove to work with me. And the truth is ...
Hey! So I've read the responses I got from last week's poll...
Hey! So I've read the responses I got from last week's poll. I see half of you said you just want to see me suck dick, but there's also at least half of you who are interested in other aspects such as my musings. That makes me feel appreciated in two ways; first because apparently I am eye-candy and you enjoy watching me do sex stuff and I invest a lot of time and effort into it so it's nice to see I must be doing it right; but the second is that you also take interest in what I do and have to say. Now, is it going to be enlight...
Okay so the silver ones got all destroyed while I moved my s..
Okay so the silver ones got all destroyed while I moved my stuff to a new room. So I did these yesterday. Unpractical as fuck but very cool. Apparently amazing at scratching heads and backs. Heading out to the spa today, not sure if they'll allow me to take pics! Anyone else into clawy talons?
I went for it, matching chrome effect, all done by me =)
I went for it, matching chrome effect, all done by me =)
A couple weeks ago, I did a quick stop by my ex's place. Wh..
A couple weeks ago, I did a quick stop by my ex's place. What can I say, a girl got her needs. So I dared him to do that daytime balcony fuck I've been teasing everyone about. Filming in the rain with an old non-waterproof camera was something!
I was chatting with a fan and I made a remark about his user..
I was chatting with a fan and I made a remark about his username that sounds like a quote from Fight Club, and he asked me if I am a fan of the movie. AM I A FIGHT CLUB FAN 💖 Please fuck me Tyler so I can wear your bathrobe!💦💦💦
Hey! As I'm getting out of this really dark place I've been ..
Hey! As I'm getting out of this really dark place I've been in for the past month, I realize there's a lot more to me than sucking big dicks. Here's an example of a dish that I am really good at doing. Last year I was taught how to make THE greatest Beef Wellington, and that's what it looks like when I make it, imagine what it tastes like! Which of the following topics would you be most interested in seeing me create content about? Don't worry, I'll always add a sexy touch to it, and yes, I'm still into sucking...
I've been asked many times about my booty workout, so I deci..
I've been asked many times about my booty workout, so I decided to treat you all and record the full version of my main workout. You could also strap ankle weights or use resistance bands when it becomes too easy. It's been difficult to find places and time to record stuff as you all know I'm still homeless and couchsurfing here and there, but that was a good sunny day and I took advantage of the occasion! So for those of you who want to build a sexy booty, I hope it gives you some inspiration to draw on, and for the others, you ca...
My daddy even got nice plants at home now, I think I should ..
My daddy even got nice plants at home now, I think I should stay here for a few months! #Runningbacktodaddyshomeinmythirties
Still lizarding in my dad's basement watching TV, hadn't don..
Still lizarding in my dad's basement watching TV, hadn't done this in years... It's kind of fun after all! 😋
You know what, there's a good thing about going back to your..
You know what, there's a good thing about going back to your actual dad's place for one night when you're 34 and broke and out of options. You get to curl up in a blanket on your teenage year's couch and escape for an evening to watch chick flicks and dream of how life could be like a movie with a happy ending, and even if it's just for 90 minutes, it alleviates the sadness in your heart just enough to make you smile and laugh a few times. And sometimes that's all it takes to make a bit of a difference. "That Awkwar...
Still alive, moving out of another place yet again. So much ..
Still alive, moving out of another place yet again. So much heavy shit to carry!
Last lonely night at my current temporary location before I ..
Last lonely night at my current temporary location before I have to leave... again.
Like my tan lines?
Like my tan lines?
Mood of the day: Dinking alone in parks
Mood of the day: Dinking alone in parks
