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Made noodles and omelette. So yummy. Feels good to be fillin..
Made noodles and omelette. So yummy. Feels good to be filling up.
I’m feeling good today. I met up with a friend and a new cli..
I’m feeling good today. I met up with a friend and a new client who’ll be giving me some editing work next year. I’ve accepted and more or less processed all the sad shit that went down recently. I can’t help but laugh if I think how my day started, trying to film my first fart but I forgot to press record cos I hadn’t fully woken up. It was a good one but the whole situation made me laugh. If I think of myself going from having a serious job, filming interviews with famous politicians, minor celebrities like David Beckham and Adam Si...
I need lessons in how to not give a fuck. I’m not even jokin..
I need lessons in how to not give a fuck. I’m not even joking. Anyway, I’m very grateful for the support I’m getting here. Couldn’t have gotten past the plateau if I hadn’t made an OF. I’m trying hard to see the plus side of the absolute fucking train wreck my life has become.
“How do you fuck a supermassive black hole?With a big bang.”
“How do you fuck a supermassive black hole?With a big bang.”
I just got back from the year end function. I seem to have a..
I just got back from the year end function. I seem to have accidentally found a group of real life feeders and foodies but in the form of people who’re part of a type of botanical society - the type of people who say things like, “you can tell the species apart because the girth of this one is thicker around the base” (I’m leaving out the Latin and Greek names that they mention, but you get the idea, meanwhile my mind is so deep in the gutter it’s just stuck on, “thick girth” and thicker 🤣🤣🤣 Anyway, there were about ten t...
Woke up fatter, happier and hornier than I have in a while. ..
Woke up fatter, happier and hornier than I have in a while. I slept so well. About to go to a year end function.
Watching the Madness and eating chocolate and crisps. I need..
Watching the Madness and eating chocolate and crisps. I needed to take some time out after finding out my dog has incurable cancer but I’ve had time to process the news and my appetite is back after getting weak for a couple of days. I’m slightly jealous cos she’s so dopey from the pain medication and I wouldn’t mind some of those good pills, lol, jokes, but I’ve got some premium stuff to smoke and I’ve been eating well. I seem to be addicted to trifle and jelly babies.
Hope I can stretch this gaining journey out for a few years...
Hope I can stretch this gaining journey out for a few years. I keep thinking how I need to make a will in case I accidentally explode my self lol. I know the odds are slim but it’s happened before, even during live streaming. Life can throw some surprises our way. I do love living on the edge. (FYI, if you’re an admin bot reading this, it’s a joke. I’m not planning to explode anything especially not Bellissima) hahaha
Woke up feeling fatter. I think this self employment phase i..
Woke up feeling fatter. I think this self employment phase is going to be very good for my waistline. What do you think?
Made wraps with hot dogs and fried eggs. So good
Made wraps with hot dogs and fried eggs. So good
I love the little details in my cow
I love the little details in my cow
Also my pig needed a friend so I got a cow to keep her compa..
Also my pig needed a friend so I got a cow to keep her company
Been trying on outfits. The Santa one will likely fit for tw..
Been trying on outfits. The Santa one will likely fit for two or three more years. It’s huge. I seem to have outgrown the lingerie in the pic. I also want to be a greedy reindeer. I know December just began but this is already the most relaxed and fun festive season I’ve had since becoming an “adult” lol
I got a Santa costume. Gonna be a fat female santa and steal..
I got a Santa costume. Gonna be a fat female santa and steal treats from the houses I visit 😂 Is wrong that I want to do spicy Santa and use the same outfit for wholesome Christmas activities? This is one of my favourite and most fattening holidays and this year I get to spend most of it with all of you because I can’t be away from my ancient dog and she’s not welcome inside many places even though she’s a tiny 5kg fragile thing who can just curl up on my big fat lap and not even touch the furniture. Anyway, I’ll likely style the San...
I can’t sleep. Too full
I can’t sleep. Too full
I just got home from the party. I’m so stuffed I could hardl..
I just got home from the party. I’m so stuffed I could hardly drive, and I accidentally left my house keys in my car but for now I’m recovering and digesting for a few minutes before I take the strenuous 10metre walk back to the car to get them. It was a 60th birthday and the food was amazing. I’ve had three types of cake, tiramisu, roast chicken, steak, potato wedges, pasta, salads, bread rolls, ice cream, meat balls, sausages and more. There was too much food even for me. I’m so stuffed.
I’m going to a birthday party today. Guess what? There is go..
I’m going to a birthday party today. Guess what? There is going to be a lot of food there so expect big amounts to go down the pie hole lol. Also, I woke up fatter this morning. It’s very early but I’m eating and having a gainer drink
Been eating Thai and Indonesian food non stop for the past f..
Been eating Thai and Indonesian food non stop for the past five hours. Nothing beats fresh, homemade food. Bellissima is stretching before my eyes. I’m home now snacking on some popcorn before the next big meal.
Making a list of all the items in my house that I need to hi..
Making a list of all the items in my house that I need to hide so I don’t have to answer any awkward questions when my sisters and other people visit my house in the next two weeks. I have a clamp above my main bed, as you can see in the fourth pic. There’s also a funnel out in the open, and a massive collection of sexy lingerie hanging on a rail. Can’t wait to play dress up and see myself in all my cute outfits but I’m not good at lying to people so I don’t want one of my sisters to be, why the fuck is there a phone holder clamped ab...
Sorry for the too long post. I added random pics in case you..
Sorry for the too long post. I added random pics in case you don’t feel like reading. Been thinking a lot about acting and role playing inspired by my actual life experiences like responding to fat shaming or things that happened at work. Did you know that I’ve worked as a guest lecture at some colleges? I did some lectures about film editing. I guess that might seem strange cos I’ve been on an editing strike on this platform. It was hard to edit when it was my day job/ vanilla job to do but now that I quit that job, I’ll be able to enj...
Fingers blowing up
Fingers blowing up
Now that I’ve quit my job, a friend took me out for a celebr..
Now that I’ve quit my job, a friend took me out for a celebration meal at a very good restaurant. I’m wonderfully stuffed and happy. The food was delicious and no cleaning up for me other than washing away the food I accidentally spilt in my hair. No one reacted to the fact that I ordered food for four people. I just ate one of the best pizzas I’ve had in my life and enjoyed the best sweet potato fries. I also had lamb chops, pasta, cheese cake, a cheese platter. I feel like I’ve literally gone to heaven and all my sorrows have been was...
Is it wrong that I took a mass gainer shake and strawberries..
Is it wrong that I took a mass gainer shake and strawberries and a can of whipped cream to snack on during my disciplinary hearing today? I wasn’t going to let a bit of workplace drama come in the way of a good stuffing session. Besides, it’s best to not deprive the mighty Bellissima of calories for any length of time. It seemed like a normal thing to do at the time but during the hearing I was really craving burgers and started wishing I’d stopped at a drive through on my way to work.
Whoops. I keep scaring my dog by burping too loudly
Whoops. I keep scaring my dog by burping too loudly
Disciplinary hearing went well for me. I didnt get fired but..
Disciplinary hearing went well for me. I didnt get fired but I did serve my notice. I told them I’m not interested in working for their company next year but I can finish the tasks assigned to me this year. They’re not going to expect me to work any more unpaid days. I’m happy that everything is out in the open about my impending departure and I still get paid for Dec, but truth be told, I cannot wait to go full hog for a living. I’m going to have so much fun. So exciting.
It’s okay if I get fired. I have no regrets. I embrace my fu..
It’s okay if I get fired. I have no regrets. I embrace my future as a messy helpless sack of lard, immobilised by own greed.
Turns out I might not be able to quit my job. I might be get..
Turns out I might not be able to quit my job. I might be getting fired tomorrow and this wasn’t part of the plan. It’s okay. I’ll eat myself out of this hole. lol. At least I’m not bored or hungry.
Someone sent me a list of what they’d like to see me eat on ..
Someone sent me a list of what they’d like to see me eat on Thanksgiving - “2 whole roasted chickens., a tray of lasagna, mashed potatoes, stuffing, Mac and cheese, 20 pancakes, 4 litres of ice cream, 6 litres of coke , 5 burgers, 5 chicken burgers and 4 different cakes.” I keep trying these food challenges and there never seems to be enough space inside me to fit everything but at least the attempts are helping me to grow, as is all the support I’m getting. Just wish I could make it all fit in one sitting but it’s a lot.
On my way to having five usable holes. Feel so sexy. Sexy im..
On my way to having five usable holes. Feel so sexy. Sexy immobile hog in the making 🥵
Sorry about the missing audio. People talking outside my win..
Sorry about the missing audio. People talking outside my window lol
