Look at my stretchmarks being visible through the fabric of ..
🕑 Added 2023-06-12 13:10:58 +0000 UTC
Look at my stretchmarks being visible through the fabric of my shirt 🥵
Ugh I lost control again last night *burp*.. I ran put of snacks and my belly was complaining after having only eaten one dinner.. so I opened the McDonald's app and browsed through the deals.. 5 burgers, 2 large fries, 20 nuggets, 3 large cokes and 2 mcflurries later I found myself already on my way to the drive thru. At this point the girl working the cashier night shift recognizes me and always greets me, I wonder what she thinks of my long orders. On my drive home I hardly find the self control needed to resist the urge of finishing both my large fries.. so by the time I'm back my gut is filled with salty carbs that will only cause it to bloat up even more later. When I'm about to start digging into my burgers an uncontrollable urge takes over, I need to chug cream. Without even thinking about it I'm in front of my fridge and acting like a total gluttonous piggy. I spent the rest of the night topping of my fat belly with the rest of my order until everything was gone.. I'm so full at this point that I can hardly stand and feel the sides of my distended gut push out further than ever but this feedee urge is taking control again. My stomach is packed to the brim with sugar at this point with all the ice cream and coke sitting on top, I try to reason with myself but it's too late, I'm not the one making the decisions anymore. Once again I stand in front of the fridge, this time out of breath and struggling to carry my swollen fat belly around. I mindlessly start swallowing another carton of cream, all those fattening calories going straight to my already beach ball sized stomach..
This is the beginning of another intense weight gain week.. I will be doing junk food stuffings and topping them off with pure heavy cream 🫃🏻
