Hey guys. I was going to lock this video for 5 bucks, becaus..
🕑 Added 2024-12-04 00:08:33 +0000 UTC
Hey guys. I was going to lock this video for 5 bucks, because I’m incredibly insecure of my new body/scarring from cyst removal.. and I didn’t want this to be the first video that any new subscribers see.. but I can’t bring myself to do it. So if you’re a new subscriber, please check my old stuff first! I had so much fun making all of those videos! ♥️I know I haven’t posted in a month, so you guys don’t really deserve me locking anything, and that’s not what my page is about anyways. So here it is! I’m not gonna call this a sexy video, I would say it’s more vulnerable. At least in the beginning. This is what I look like right now. I get a bit of that seasonal depression this time of year, I’m not a winter girl. I’m also normally a working girl, so becoming a stay at home mom who doesn’t really go anywhere(in the winter mostly) has me dressing for comfort and not to impress 😅Please have your volume up for the first few minutes of the video if you would like to hear my monologue 😅I’ve been avoiding showing these parts of my body because I’m not comfortable with them right now, and it’s kind of a double edge sword on whether I’ll lose a bunch of subscribers after you guys see the scarring. I don’t find it attractive on myself, so I can’t expect you guys to! I know confidence is sexy, but I can’t really force that right now. ♥️Thanks for being here 💛For those that will ask-(HS- Hidradenitis Suppurativa stage 3Non-contagious autoinflammatory disease)
