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🕑 Added 2024-07-27 00:05:14 +0000 UTC *Ayyyyyye we had a ***PLOT TWIST***, check the comments for the scoop Tl;Dr: I'm both more & less healthy than I thought because I just found out it's been more of the same this whole time😵💫🏥🤮 I'm scrambling to save my art supplies & escape mold AGAIN☣️😭🎨 Please make me laugh, I need it but stubborn AF🖤❤️🩹🖤 If you can't make me laugh, tip me to help me move&get back to our regularly scheduled programming🛻📦🏠 * Sharing this less flattering look behind the scenes without an ounce of hesitation🤪 *Pedestals are for the art* Wisdom teeth update🦷🤞🏻 Happy to say I got real sleep last night, art is going great, & I'm remembering to laugh when it gets hard. The heatwave has been kicking my ass & it's been impossible to sleep lately despite blasting the A/C. Big time red head problems. I finally snagged an appt & was *reeeeally* looking forward to getting my wisdom teeth pulled (and finding out if there were clues to other health stuff; this was the fork in the road before future steps) buuuut *jokes on me* and it fell through🫠 But! I'd realized last min that if I'd successfully gotten them out, I wouldn't be able to actually eat popcorn & I'd be real sad about it. ***Because I am LOVING this art process!!*** I've been redesigning & adapting my living space to facilitate making art regularly: variety of tasks (improving endurance for my hands), hyper organized so I'm not dependent on keeping supplies/tools in sight in order to remember they exist. Making it so I can pick things up/put them down without trashing the place. Creating **structure & routine** so that I *don't* go on crazed craftathons for days on end only to burn out; I've been tackling this chunk by chunk and while it *feeeeels* like procrastination to not have that *sprint* that I do very much love like it's a sport💪🏻🎨 but it feels even better & oh so satisfying to see all the elements I planned come together so nicely. It forces me to bank on things going according to plan vs. being the last scramble minute queen who *has* to get really good at problem solving on the fly. I *get* to bank on success closer to the first try because I have those *years&years* chops and range of skills under my belt; I can plan my art into being sustainable & healthy and that feels like a fucking win!! That's been magical & in hindsight, I think I should remind myself of a point in this process where there was mental friction & I was clenching up/getting protective (& slow!) of my art process before I sensed the breakthrough moment... I'm probably in that in my learning how to use the "real" side of onlyfans: it was unnerving discovering *how much* changed all at once switching from free to sub & I honestly got a little intimidated there. *About to adjust the price accordingly; the more of you here being supportive in unique ways, the more I learn*👉🏻👉🏻 Thank you all again for showing me so much love!! It truly means a lot, I get to show *myself* love *thru the ability to plan* & carry out steps. And bounce back when a step falls thru!
