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🕑 Added 2025-04-11 04:03:37 +0000 UTC would like to share something a little personal 🤗so if you guys know, i’ve gained weight since being pregnant. prior to being pregnant i struggled heavily with an eating disorder (i didn’t WANT to be skinny, my anxiety and panic attacks i had made it to where i couldn’t eat. i’d struggle to eat 500cals in a day because if i ate it seemed to make my physical symptoms of anxiety worse. it was a really bad cycle) i eventually lost almost 70lbs in about 4 months from the months of mar 2021-jul 2021. there’s photos of this from the beginning of my OF. I had no energy, i struggled to get out of bed and couldn’t leave my house for months on end. the following year (2022) i got pregnant and that’s when my life started to turn around. i started eating WAY more and gained back the weight i had lost so quickly. i am healthier like this than when i was so skinny and tiny. i also have not had a panic attack since those months in 2021!!! with that being said i realize i want to be healthier, so over the past month and a half ive been going to the gym and trying my best to fuel my body with the food that will nourish it. i used to think i had to eat like a bird in order to lose weight so im growing out of that mindset and have been educating myself on food that will replenish me. ANYWAYS!!! 2025 is my gym and healthy girl era, so cheers to that!!!! sorry if this was all over the place i am so bad at rants lol
