This month has been hard. Things are falling back into place..
🕑 Added 2024-11-07 14:18:28 +0000 UTC
This month has been hard. Things are falling back into place. Hopefully by tomorrow. I haven’t had much time, or much longing, to enjoy my size in the last few days. Not to say I’m not horny, but other feelings have been more prominent. So I decided that instead of being annoyed that I cannot or won’t go into that hyperphallic mind state (and physical state), I’ve given myself a few days to let it build up by itself until it pushes all other feelings aside. I’m hoping I will be back to my regular misbehaviours within days. If you’ve followed me for any time you’re probably familiar with the cyclical nature of my hypersexual outbursts. They are separated by periods of lessened (probably comparatively normal) levels of interest. And then the mere passage of time inevitably calls me back to look right into the beast’s massive eye.Partly it’s because I am 1) autistic and my routine was completely changed by this whole school closing thing and 2) I have so many intense interests that I must cycle through them in order to be as monotropic as I can be. Maximal monotropy, the laser focus on one activity of theme, is really typical for autism and I have more than the recommended amount even for people with a diagnosis.For example, now I’m trying to concentrate on my project because I’ve stagnated in the last two months for various reasons, and it’s picked back up now. I’m also listening to weird audio books (currently Communion about an alien encounters, because why not). And I’m also busy digesting the worrying outcome of the US elections. Being Canadian and Icelandic, tho mostly Icelandic, I feel lucky to be somewhat insulated from it all, but the US has a massive cultural leak dripping straight into us, and inevitably, the right bull will NOT decrease here with the influence of US culture being so…loud.But despite all this I’m always happy to think about the fact that as I’m sitting at my desk working through mind numbing data, I know that below my pants, my enormous genitals are resting and replenishing until the next outburst of hours long, daily hypererections. That my penis is so large that has permanently changed people’s lives simply by being visible, by doing what it’s mean to do: fuck stuff up.Stick with me and you’ll soon be rewarded!
