hi guys I hope you’re all well 💗I just wanted to write somet..
🕑 Added 2023-09-21 07:53:55 +0000 UTC
hi guys I hope you’re all well 💗I just wanted to write something. Some of you may already know I suffer from endometriosis, I’ve had it for almost 10 years now but it’s got to a point where it is quite severe and unbearable, and to be in this industry constantly making new content all the time is so so tough. Don’t get me wrong I LOVE this job and doing what I do I but no one realises the pain and suffering I have to go through during and after, and just doing basic things and things I normally do on a daily basis is becoming a struggle. It’s up and down all the time but it really puts me down. At the moment all my new content that I send out hasn’t got the purchases I’ve been hoping for and it’s been like this for a while, and has made me think that this just isn’t worth it for the pain I have to go through. If I had at least double the amount of people buying my stuff then it would be worth it for me to make new content or even stay in the industry. I also give away ALOT for free and I am very generous. Been having all sorts of emotions towards everything and if it doesn’t pick up in the few months I won’t be making new content and I will be finding a secondary source of income as my full time job, (this is currently my full time job)
But yeah wow didn’t mean this to sound beggy at all lol I just had to get it off my chest. I love you all so much and appreciate and care about all of you by working my bloody ass off!!! I just need motivation to stay in this industry and atm im just not getting it.
ANYWAY rant over, I love you all, have an absolutely wonderful day 💖💖💖
