Hello everyone. Kind of a slow night. I'm feeling kind of al..
🕑 Added 2024-01-21 01:05:02 +0000 UTC
Hello everyone. Kind of a slow night. I'm feeling kind of alright, so hopefully, by tomorrow, I'll be 100%. Been flipping through porn. Got into a video with Brandi Love and and a BBC. Caught me just right. I had to rub it out thinking about it. It reminded me of a guy I used to fuck in Arizona. I used to wrap my legs around him, kiss him and feel his huge dick slide in and out of me. He had a fat cock, so my pussy lips would grip his cock and stretch with every stroke he made inside of me. I kept him that way until he came and he would always sink his cock balls deep in me and pump sperm way deep inside of me. Deep so that my body would kind of drink his cum up. Absorb it in a way. Guys with long cocks can get the head of their dick deep enough inside of me so when it pumps cum, it's basically in my cervixs. I'm aware there is an added s. I kind of wish I didn't watch it. Now I have it stuck in my mind and I don't want to jinx myself and overdo it and prolong my....I don't what to call it. I'm not sick but I'm not right either. But it's much better. The problem is now I want to rub another one out again, but I'm worried if I do, it will wear me out and keep me feeling this way longer than it should. I'm superstitious that way. I'm trying to hold out because I can still get with Ryan if all is good tomorrow. I'm really wanting to feel Ryan in me right now so I just need to hold off. Easier said than done. You probably know what I'm talking about. Anyway, I just wanted to check in with you and see how the night was going. Catch up with you later.
