Is this too much sexual energy for you? A little too much nu..
🕑 Added 2023-01-10 21:16:44 +0000 UTC
Is this too much sexual energy for you? A little too much nudity? LOL I'm having the time of my life, spending a couple hours at The Banana Stand studio in Seattle. Alone in a studio, my own music playing on a boombox, feeling the super soft skin of my legs beneath my fingertips. I'm discovering how flexible my body is today, how strong, how coordinated. Moving myself around the room like this is one of my favorite ways to play, to feel alive inside myself. I push outside of my comfort zone a little; making the muscles burns as I hold difficult poses, pulling tension through tighter muscles in deep stretching poses, experimenting with speed as I fluidly transitioning from one pose to the next slowly or quickly. It's all a game for me. I could play the song over and over and every time I would move differently, try something new, hit my edge as I bump into awkward positions, fall over, get stuck, steer away from painful potential injury, sink deeper into peaceful places. I am a human which means I am here to move and feel myself through that movement. Music helps me move more freely so I may feel deeper. I recorded a yoga flow to every song on the "Love & Freedom" album. I'll release one video each week.
This song is called "Sweet Words" and it's track #2 on my new album "Love & Freedom". Listen to it on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4JSVy3kg7Rtm7lIhPxQpMY?si=0313cc44dbf54086
*This is one of the videos that got me banned from YouTube this week.
-- STORY BEHIND THIS SONG --
I was hungry, starving, for these words of affirmation. I laid in a starlit field, long grass in the middle of summer. One hour into our relationship and we were snuggling and shivering as the moon passed overhead and the park gates locked us in. I had forgotten how soothing, nourishing it feels to have another human slow and present with me, moving at my pace, no desire to go or do anything else, hanging in my every word, catching my beautiful moments, showing me what appreciation looks like, gratitude pouring out for everything I offer from wisdom to art and even breath. He spoke to me in poetry and I shifted knowing the discomfort of receiving would fade. I practiced giving safe space for another human to be romantic. Years without romance and now here she is again blossoming. Every moment sentimental, every detail remembered, every part of me loved. This is what I deserve. I deserve to be seen, to feel loved, appreciated and worshiped. I deserve to move in my own flow of energy, free from rush, distraction, judgment, force. Someone else wants to stay right here with me, to come home to me and escape the world to the water, barefooted, eating popcorn.
• Sweet Words was written in a dark vocal booth. After a spontaneous magical romantic adventure beneath the summer starlight, cuddling in the long grass, I ran home full of butterflies. I was falling in love after a matter of hours and the new relationship energy inspired a song. It flowed out effortlessly. My heart was fluttering with love so I locked myself in the studio to meditate on the euphoric feeling and translate it into words. I played with lyrics, making small changes, for a few days. The whole song was created in one week.
I hope you enjoy every second of this delicious "sexually gratifying" behavior.
Love & Sensual Rainbows,
Cha
