Hello my dear followers, I have finally decided to open a t..
🕑 Added 2021-07-09 21:11:28 +0000 UTC
Hello my dear followers, I have finally decided to open a topic I was avoiding to open for so long, because I dont like having a serious conversation on this site, site thats made for having fun. I was gonna shoot a video about it, but I didnt manage somehow, and you deserve to hear the truth about why am I not responding so much in DMs and why am I not so active lately. Well, long story short, I have a stalker. For a few years now, but this year he managed to find out where I live and he has put me in very uncomfortable situation, putting my family in danger and I was forcced to get police involved too. And since he is everywhere, on all my social media, even the private ones, and he was (or is) here too, I get super scared of talking to him, or Im scared to post something which would give him a clue of where I am or what am I doing. Dont get me wrong, I trust most of you, as I know so many of you already and I am sure most of you are not him, cos I usually can tell him appart pretty quickly, but that fear and uncomfortable feelings are still there and thats why I am scared to even click on that inbox icon, honestly. I know its non of your business and you paid your subscribtion to see the naughty Belle, and I am very sorry, but your Belle is curently silent, because she is scared. Horny, but scared..:) I could hire somebody to do the job for me, but I am not like that, you know me and you know I take the privilage of personal face to face experience serious enough that I would never to that. Everything happening here is ME, and thats why you have to suffer with me, when I suffer. And I am trully sorry about it. However, I am very grateful for every single one of you who are supportive and still here even after this shit came into my life and I promise Ill get back into it as soon as possible. Id love to be myself again and perform my best as I was used to do, because I enjoy it very much, but live tends to keep throwing stick underneath my feet:) I cannot be more grateful for your understanding and be sure, Ill come back soon even stronger than I was before! With love, yours, Belle X
