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When I experience an inner transformation, I feel it with ev..
🕑 Added 2020-10-26 21:07:55 +0000 UTC When I experience an inner transformation, I feel it with every cell in my body. I often don’t realize what is happening right away and the process of acknowledging what is happening (and what I need to make the transformation possible) can sometimes take weeks or months. It begins with some early signs, usually I’m feeling “off”, inconsistent with my work or passions, tired and lacking energy, emotional or unsettled, all without a logical reason. I often ask myself why — “Why am I so tired, why do I feel so inconsistent, why do I have no energy?” It’s a constant tug and pull with myself. I fight with myself, I push against it, I tread onward making minor changes to myself or my life in an attempt to compensate for whatever might be lacking. But after awhile, when nothing works, I understand that a deeper more profound process needs to occur. One that is not external but very much internal. It’s a crystal clear realization. I seek trustworthy sources like my animal spirit cards, journaling, and talking to the people I trust to help me understand what I need to form my cocoon. It varies, but my needs may include a long break, a couple of weekends away in the forest, a journey of silence, a commitment to daily journaling — and it’s when I discover and embrace what I truly need to complete the transformation that peace washes over me. I don’t resist. I don’t struggle. I don’t fight it. It’s always worth it. Despite fear of the unknown of what lies on the other side, I trust my universe that I will emerge stronger.
