Sorry I haven’t posted (again) tbh I’m very fed up with this..
🕑 Added 2023-03-09 18:58:42 +0000 UTC
Sorry I haven’t posted (again) tbh I’m very fed up with this industry & this site. I’m not enjoying my work or the interactions I’m having & I do believe there are SEVERAL factors that play into this. Between getting ass*ulted BTS by a producer for the 2nd time since I’ve started this work as well as the death of my brother I am just burnt out mentally. I do not feel supported by fans nor do I feel like continually putting out the energy to try to seek out that support. I also raised my prices due to trying to justify all the money and energy I’ve put into this work. I understand the economy is in shambles & that in terms of the audience a lot of people are struggling with just basic costs of living so spending extra on 🌽 rn may seem silly but I need to survive too. As of rn I can’t do much, I can’t really film until I make it back to NYC & my laptop in which I edit on is pretty much gone. With all that is happening I may just take a full on break from Winter Ryleigh to put energy into other projects & take the time to rebrand. I think certain career choices attracted an undesired audience in which I did not really feel appreciated by them and it’s created certain triggers that I have to work through, for I’d like to get back into this character. Winter has been a creative outlet for me since 2019 & she is very important to me but she is a character after all. I feel the lines blurring between reality & the character a bit too much. I am NOT quitting this industry. Sex is important to me & creating safe spaces for ppl to enjoy their kinks is very important to me. But I need to be in the right head space to provide the audience a satisfying experience & I feel I haven’t been there for a while. Please respect my current transition. Winter is not going anywhere she just needs to get some work done on herself & I need to re-align myself with certain values to feel good about this work again. I’ll be posting all updates & start scheduling as soon as I feel better but as for now I’m putting very little effort into this account because I’m focused on saving myself first. XOXO, Winter Ryleigh
