Please recognize that I am rebuilding and entire life. Im no..
🕑 Added 2024-05-09 01:58:19 +0000 UTC
Please recognize that I am rebuilding and entire life. Im not a mindless meat suit, who mechanically acts about sex. Lets get that info straight and out of the way. Babe… I’m not sorry for your inconvenience by this. I cannot give you what I cannot give myself!!! I’m giving myself my future back! With out more nonsense and heart ache from ridiculous crap people assume “others can handle”. The peace and support I am seeking out is nonnegotiable! In order to “get to being more myself”… when I released most often, passionately made my content and had a teammate focused community in live-streams. As I always have worked when under such immense pressure and fighting depression... this mist change! The focus of what can be seen and done must come from everyone working together in harmony. Not just a hand out and cock hard judging from the sidelines. Capiche? Cool 🩵🫂🍻 I am penniless and everything I fought to achieve has been destroyed by terrible people i trusted. From my mental health being at an all time low to finances to support myself and xxx content creating/ opportunities. Not to mention my privacy limited living among (still) toxic family members. Im trying to get away from this nightmare time… trust me…. I’m not oblivious to its affect on my ability to be all in with my platforms. We all know $$$ and peace is required to even want sex… is a must for me to even consider it desirable. So… If you think I owe you anything right now… you need to know…. I owe myself everything i need… before I owe anyone else my sexuality… we sure can work together as long as all of this is kept in mind at the tip top of your head like a crown for a king! Until i can afford to share so generously and freely with out depletion of myself again, masking my own personal health and wellness for your comfort and to jack off a few times than you my friend and fans will be unhappy and I am okay with that. My genre of content us changing with my life and what this terrible life has offered me in return for my dedication. You will get content, it will not be typical and it will not be at the expense of my ability to do so consistently with passion. With desire, with a lust for more players to play-with in a sensual, erotic world i create with my own voice and vision. When I can make the content you love with my stunt cocks than you are gifted with such sexy films. I have odeas to bring to life and a life to finally live of my own! I’m going to heal my body from the physical damage caused by my past and the people who put there hands on me to make me feel small and silence my cry for help. I’m going to heal so i can feel better doing the hobbies and interests that I once did with out a thought at all… like performing dance, working out, having fun with fashion, photography, traveling and hopefully back to feeling safe again filming kinky content i have always wanted to create…. Maybe even try dating again.
