State of the Porno 2023-2024
Hey! So I want to start off b..
🕑 Added 2024-02-09 15:28:39 +0000 UTC
State of the Porno 2023-2024
Hey! So I want to start off by thanking everyone again for their support and patience. We’ve gotten (mostly) settled into our temporary home and we’re ready to get back to normal. Immediately after this posts I’m uploading the first new video in a while - The New Years adventures 🥰.
Now another little update for you. This time away has given me a chance to collect myself and look back on the past year and how things have been going. I think it is probably obvious to anyone paying attention that I was not at the top of my game in 2023. I’m looking to change that. I spent a lot of last year going back and forth about hanging this all up for good. It was a difficult year in my personal life and I honestly fell into a serious depression. My health and body and my relationships suffered and I just didn’t know what I wanted to do. This whole situation as horrible as it has been has given me new perspectives and a goal to strive for.
First off I’ve desperately needed to get up and take care of myself. Hubby and I have started going to the gym together and have been there every day for a week now so progress!
I’ve been looking back at the stuff I’ve been putting out there and I can see the lack of confidence in myself even if others can’t. I’ve also pulled away from everyone and been anxious about engaging people on here and in my personal life. A big part about doing this was giving me the opportunity to be vulnerable and be free to be myself. It was about sharing in all aspects and I’ve been so closed off.
So for what the future holds: I’ve got a hair appointment coming next week and next weekend Hubby and I are heading out to celebrate Valentines. That video will be the start of a proper reset. I’m going to be regularly posting updates about my life (4-5 times a week) along with my usual videos. I’m going to set aside a few hours a day 4 days a week to DM and while I’m still working on it I’m thinking of posting my DM schedule at the beginning of each week so I can have live conversations.
It’s going to be a process to rebuild my life and there’s not better time than now to rebuild this as well.
Again I can’t say thank you enough to all of you that have supported me through this and even before when I was honestly a train wreck.
I love you guys so much! Thank you! 🥰🥰🥰🥰❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
