Sometimes people ask how my boyfriend and I ended up in this..
🕑 Added 2023-07-27 20:24:23 +0000 UTC
Sometimes people ask how my boyfriend and I ended up in this lifestyle, so I wanted to write a nice long text post to explain how we got here :)
About 5 years ago my boyfriend was in an increasingly sexless relationship with his now ex girlfriend. He thought she had just lost her sex drive as she always turned him down. He wanted to know if she watched porn so on new years day 2019 he went out to get breakfast but crept back in 5 minutes later to discover her on the bathroom floor masturbating to BBC spitroast porn....
He said it was simultaneously hot but heartbreaking that she preferred bbc porn over sex with him. They broke up a few months later. Since then he's accepted reality and realised the BNWO is everywhere. His best female friend only seems to date black guys and told him directly she thinks her 5 inch ex was small. A girl he started dating ghosted him after she met a black guy.
So when we started dating he knew that I would almost definitely prefer black men to him. I had always found them generally more attractive. He bought me two BBC dildos and I absolutely loved them. I had never felt anything that deep or felt so stretched and full before. I discovered I really enjoyed feeling things hit, and even go under, my cervix. I realised I was a size queen. The colour contrast really turned me on too.
Very quickly I started fantasizing about meeting a black guy with a BBC for real and my porn consumption became almost entirely BBC related.
I started asking for the dildos more during sex instead of him and realised I was cucking him in the process. At this point our BBC cuck lifestyle became more driven by me. I managed to talk my bf into me meeting a black man for real. So I made a tinder account and had the best sex I'd ever had.
I thought I was one of those girls that couldn't cum from intercourse. Turns out I'm not the problem. I also squirted for the first time with a black man. Another thing I thought was almost a myth lol.
The brain melting orgasms and my attraction for black men became physically addictive but I still loved my boyfriend.
So thankfully, I found the whole QOS, sissy beta cuck subculture. I loved it. I kept getting deeper and deeper into it and sending more and more stuff to my boyfriend until he started to become a little obsessed too. We started posting amateur content on reddit about a year and a half ago and it was so much fun to share our sex life. We then moved over to OF around 8 months ago.
And here we are now. From two BBC dildos to around 15, and the amount of black men I've fucked is about to hit double figures 🙈
I absolutely love my life this way and I now consider myself to be black only. My bf is basically pussy free except when I let him feel how stretched out I am after a massive dildo or real BBC.
I'm also sissifying him more and more. He went from just wearing a cage sometimes to me buying him heels, a wig, sexy lingerie, and soon fake tits. He's in his mid 30's and never had a gay thought in his life but he's now desperate to suck a BBC, let them use his ass and be a sissy faggot. I can't wait to watch it happen. I find sissification and humiliation hot as fuck.
I'm really excited for my future in the BNWO too. There's so much further I want to go with this. I can't wait for a BBC gangb@ng... 🥵 It's my ultimate fantasy and I will definitely make it happen one day. I also want to go bigger and bigger. Most of my bulls have been 8-9.5 inches which is huge but I really want to find a monster BBC. One of those thick 11 inchers 😍 I've had at least 6 verified black guys with 11 inches hit me up but they all live overseas.
I'm also seriously considering a QOS tattoo ♠️ I find black breeding super hot so who knows what'll happen when I'm a little older and ready for kids...
My bf had a vasectomy so there's only one real choice 😜
I'm more than a little obsessed now.
