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Hi ♥️I hope you don’t mind, but I’d like to confide in you f..
🕑 Added 2024-09-19 13:34:50 +0000 UTC Hi ♥️I hope you don’t mind, but I’d like to confide in you for a moment. I consider myself a very emotional person, which is a blessing & a curse. I feel things so deeply… happiness, love, joy, excitement! But I also feel the harder-to-process emotions deeply too. Anger, sadness, grief, fear, anxiety. After moving to Italy, I quickly realized that simply uprooting my life would not bring me the happiness & peace that I have been searching for over the last few years. It has elevated my life, greatly, but I continue to battle the internal “Me” that struggles with deep sadness. 4 months ago, I committed to a new personal growth routine. Everything has been going well, I’m learning more about myself, changing patterns of behavior that I didn’t like, & falling more in love with Myself and life every day. But I gotta be honest… this shit is hard. It takes incredible strength to be able to dive into yourself & pick apart all the ugly bits one by one. Reopening & reliving wounds from past in order to finally heal. Im doing good, please don’t worry over me. Im taking care of myself, really. I guess I just needed to vent about how hard it is to do this & to stick with it. I’ve had a lot of grey days this summer. I wish I could have been romping through the mountains more & sharing my sultry art with you. I had to allow myself the time & space to process. But im doing so good. Im regaining my confidence. Im remembering who I am. And I have far more good days than bad days now. Im learning to listen to Me. Anyways… thank you for letting me rant to you ♥️ I guess I just feel bad for not creating & sharing as much as I would like to. But I do see a change on the horizon. I feel my spark coming back & I have some fun new ideas that I plan to bring to life this week to rekindle the fire that I usually bring here ✨Thank you so much for being a part of my world ~ you don’t even know how much the support means to me ♥️ I love you ~Blake xx (ps~ moody photos from my garden... its so magical here)
