Man, I’m trying so hard, life has been less than easy. I can..
🕑 Added 2020-06-16 00:16:37 +0000 UTC
Man, I’m trying so hard, life has been less than easy. I can’t even begin to describe how much me and my family has been struggling with the shut down, and how much it’s set us back. And for some reason on top of it, so many other things have to go wrong. I can elaborate more on my struggles later, but I just wanted to say. THANK YOU, I know it may not seem like it. But you all are saving my life right now, not just for obvious reasons. But for really emotional and deep reasons. I feel like a failure so much, and sometimes I feel like I really just don’t want to be here and just stop trying to hard to just fail. But hearing your kind words, knowing you all support me and believe in me. It just means so much to me mentally, knowing I need to keep my promise to create content for you guys really does get me out of bed. I don’t have a normal job, because my mental health gets so low sometimes I can’t get out of bed. But you make it all possible, I wouldn’t be floating this comfortably, or believing in myself if It weren’t for you all. You’re keeping my head above water, and I feel awful about disappointing some of you. But I promise I’ll keep trying. You all deserve it so much
