Its these sacred moments of stillness that keep me going on ..
🕑 Added 2024-05-27 07:21:54 +0000 UTC
Its these sacred moments of stillness that keep me going on the darkest days. These moments of having nothing on my mind, nothing on my list and no hollow feeling of despair sitting in the pit of my stomach. Even if only for that moment. Here I am at 30 years old, continuing a daily battle with my mind. You know whats funny, i thought mental health isssues were just a lack of maturity. Just not understanding the world around you... When i grow up, i told myself, it will all be better. Well thats a laugh. My mental health has continued to grow worse this year. Why? I dont fucking know. Too much time on my hands to think about all thats wrong with me apparently. But as crippling as the emotional pain is, and even though i continue to come up empty handed every time I seek help, Im still here. The darkess can't get rid of me that easily 🖤
