Wish I could go on a date and spend some time with Jeff on t..
🕑 Added 2023-01-21 16:13:40 +0000 UTC
Wish I could go on a date and spend some time with Jeff on the weekends, but I know he has to get back to his $6M house and family. I'm happy to be his on-call office girl when he's in town, of course! I guess it's just the way I'm wired. I know he doesn't really care about me, but I'm craving the way he uses me and his verbal abuse. He makes me so wet! Every time I sit down or hug someone the soreness reminds me of what he did to me. Rob says I'm the ultimate masochist, but I told him he is too, haha! I love that Rob accepts that about me and helps me get what I need. Hoping J will let me come over today. I really need to be used hard. Mr. H sent a video of him playing with Rachel and her husband this morning, and that triggered me I guess. It's so weird that being used by other men makes me a better wife and mother. Lots of different thoughts going through my head this morning, lolol!
