Hi Sweeties,
I am struggling a bit here. I feel like no ma..
🕑 Added 2021-08-31 18:03:02 +0000 UTC
Hi Sweeties,
I am struggling a bit here. I feel like no matter how hard I work and no matter the quality of content I produce, it is not enough at all. I'm way too fat and too old to be popular in a way that makes it so I don't have to be up at 3am every day to grind, feel un-valued compared to thinner and younger women who I know don't make the quality content I do and usually photoshop their bodies anyway, and don't have to work 14 hour days just to make a couple hundred dollars a day, of which I still have to pay full taxes for self-employment. All told, I make probably $16/hr most days which is about half of what I was making in my civ job.
And I never had to hear how disgusting my pussy looks or what a fat hog I am at my civ job.
And even then and even offering a subscription for $4 measly dollars, my content is constantly being ripped and stolen and people love to tell me all about how much they loved watching my stolen work.
I'm very burned out. I am considering quitting. I love doing the work but it's such a mindfuck and I'm a soft person. I'm sure constantly being rejected sexually has something to do with my overall mood here as well.
Always grateful for everyone here. Just tired of feeling like a loser.
Working on getting everyone's customs done. Sorry it's taking me a bit but I just don't feel worthy this work at all.
