I’ve been really sick, my sweeties.
I got on a new health i..
🕑 Added 2022-01-15 00:20:50 +0000 UTC
I’ve been really sick, my sweeties.
I got on a new health insurance plan so I can go to any specialist I need at any time. This year is the year I heal my body and seek out its strength and love it wholly and forgive it for failing and forgive myself for being so unkind to it.
I am determined to regain control of my body. This is getting so disruptive and making me feel so absolutely shitty about myself. That isn’t me.
And I’m tired of eating tiny meals 90% of the time, and still gaining weight. I’m tired of only being able to take a few bites of food at a time so I don’t get sick even when I’m feeling “good”.
My body is mine! I deserve to have my efforts pay off in its health instead of hobbling along.
I just gotta find the right doctor which means a lot of appointments and travel. ❤️❤️❤️
