I just want to say thank you all for being here and supporti..
🕑 Added 2024-10-10 18:09:22 +0000 UTC
I just want to say thank you all for being here and supporting my very chronically ill ass. Massive amounts of guilt are carried with me every day because I could be offering you all more by way of sales, chatting more, advertising more.I am just braindead and exhausted. I, honestly, barely have capacity to even read books. Often I feel dull and like all the color is gone from my life. Every day I work to try and be a moderately functioning human who doesn’t go to bed at 8pm, but it’s a massive struggle. I take 16 supplements and medications so I am not in bed all day. I am just so fucking tired. Every part of my body feels heavy all the time. Everything hurts and almost immediately runs out of steam when I workout or even do things like dildo bounce. It’s like my limbs gain 50lbs each. I promise I am eating really well (eat more fiber y’all!!!!!) and workout daily. Going in for an ultrasound on my gallbladder today as we’re getting into biliary system investigation. My doctor has suspected something with my liver/gallblader for a minute but wheeeeeew the testing is pricy. I saved up. Part of me is hoping I’ll have non-symptomatic gallstones causing sluggishness and lack of fat soluble vitamins in my body, and I can just get this thing ripped out and be better. Wish me luck! I’ll be uploading the customs I have left and a new PPV sometime today or tomorrow morning ❤️❤️
