For mother’s day I started my period, did 🍄 9g after a FIVE ..
🕑 Added 2024-05-13 02:35:32 +0000 UTC
For mother’s day I started my period, did 🍄 9g after a FIVE DAY FAST, called my mom and - finally- after a lifetime of holding my breath told her what happened to me as a small human, screamed into the grass, cried into the grass. Then I had to have a difficult conversation with someone I care very much about. I need to just be true to myself and stop worrying about trying to curate myself to make others happy. It makes me an anxious mess and I am really so joyful. Disorganized, goofy, full of tears and a jumble of words but very joyful. I decided to recommit to myself and my forward momentum in honor of that person and all the support they gave. Now Im sobbing and crying on my couch. I cannot wait to make porn tomorrow ❤️❤️❤️
