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Sooo... I just got home from the gym👀 which probably sounds ..
🕑 Added 2021-03-10 18:54:59 +0000 UTC Sooo... I just got home from the gym👀 which probably sounds like nothing but for me it’s actually huge🙈 tl;dr I’m v proud of myself🥳 one of my major anxieties is being in new situations and new spaces, which is exactly what the gym is to me😬 I a) don’t know how to use any of the equipment b) didn’t even know what the inside of this gym looked like or what equipment there would be c) am very scared of doing new things in front of people🙈 it’s been about 2 uyears (can’t put a number and “year” beside each other🙄) of working up to this point to be able to do it and now that I live in a building with a small gym I kind of pushed myself harder to be able to go😱 those purple leggings I showed off a last week? Bought them just for this😂 when I went for the first time on Monday I felt like I was going to faint on the elevator down & walk over😣 I only stayed for 10 minutes, but today I was able to stay for 15 - which again sounds so lame but it’s insane to me ahahaha a lot of you probably don’t care but if you have similar issues with anxiety or anything then maybe you can relate and see how big of a win this is for me🙈🥳 /end rant/
