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What are your plans for the holidays? Christmas day itself ..
🕑 Added 2021-12-19 04:35:11 +0000 UTC What are your plans for the holidays? Christmas day itself is usually the same every year- all sitting around opening presents, lunch, nap in the afternoon, dinner then gain 10kgs from all the food. I think because I haven't had my own family or children, I'm not huge on "M.U.S.T. spend holidays with family" however, that's what my parents enjoy so I'll always do that for them. Next part is not necessary to read, just ramblings of how I've been feeling towards the holiday recently ~ I'm not sure if you guys ever get the same feeling but sometimes when the weather is a certain way or there's a particular vibe in the air (like the carefree feeling of being on school holidays) it reminds me of Christmas time. Even if it's nowhere near the end of year, brain says "AYE.... this is what happens at Christmas time, release the happy and nostalgia emotions!" and then I get that ~Christmas feeling~. Christmas has always been big in my family and although certain weather triggered the "ITS CHRISTMAS" feeling earlier this year, that's all I've felt or thought about it. I haven't been excited nor really been aware of the holiday approaching. I understand it's less exciting as you get older but it's been pretty non existent for me this year. I think a part of it is the decorations. It's something I usually love doing but this house is now too small & cluttered with the home studio that adding decorations on top would create an overwhelming & stressful environment. I also used to venture out a lot more pre-covid but since the pandemic I only leave the house a couple of times a week, if that. Maybe not hearing/ seeing Christmas themes everywhere at the shops and public spaces has made me think about it less consciously, subconsciously or both? If you're at home a lot in general or because of covid have you experienced the same? Thank you for reading my silly rambles, I hope you have a fantastic day
