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Hiii guys ! LONG MESSAGE LIFE UPDATE 🩷!! Sorry for being mis..
🕑 Added 2024-09-01 21:56:57 +0000 UTC Hiii guys ! LONG MESSAGE LIFE UPDATE 🩷!! Sorry for being missing in action but I’m happy to announce I got a fully converted van 🚐 to live in today; it has solar, and can be fully off the grid. Basically I just have to get plates for it as well as do some painting and cleaning in it as well as things such as a (compost toilet 🚽, portable shower, and possibly one more fridge, it already has one but is sort of small and with the energy I have I can definitely run another one as well as doing some sanding and wood work to make some of the systems in place run more smoothly.) it’s been a project I’ve been working toward since April once I go .t back to NY !! I’m greatful this dream was able to come true today. thanks to so much support on here it’s truly my dream to be nude in nature and just living off the grid, I know there will be challenges along my path but I’m ready to embrace them, I really want to step into my purpose on this planet and I feel like driving around and living in a way where I don’t create as much waste and become more mindful of the planet and the energy I use will be very mind/ eye opening as I know I’m not super energy efficient liv.ing in NY … I want to be my best version of myself and I hope to think getting ready to set off on another adventure will lead me home to myself. I feel like I’ve been trying to find myself for years and yet the more I try the less I know, it’s mind boggling. I want to embrace who I am now without shame, I want to love who I love and really honestly love myself and everyone around me, I want to not judge myself because when I judge myself I judge others and that’s so painful, I feel this way because there’s this intrinsic voice in my head that tells me there is no separation, that separation is the only and ultimate illusion - that once I give it up, I will be free. Freedom is so much more then what I thought it was, freedom is giving myself grace to think for myself, freedom is knowing confusion clouds my heart but also leads the way. I’ve been sober now and my dreams have been crazy, life has been overwhelming but I want to keep my mind clear as I feel it’s of most benefit for me at these times. I don’t want to overwhelm you with my message right now I just want you to know I love you guys and I’m so greatful this was made manifest, as I spent my savings I will be sta. ying in NY untill I can save up a bit more to leave and have all my boxes checked with getting the van decorated and to feel like a functioning home for me 🩷 I appreciate your love and support on my journey and I’m excited for what I can create and what I can learn through these upcoming new experiences and the road to actually get to the roads if you know what I mean. 🥹🙏🏾 I will be on here as much as I can be in the following weeks and taking on as much as I can. I love you but right now I’m going to nap haha drove back and through the city today as well as yesterday and my other car got st. uck in the in the Bro. nx and was smoking in the middle of grid lock on that highway it was a bit scary but some how made it back this universe some how always saves me. I get on me knees and bow my head in reverance to the most high, I am protected on this path and for that I’m eternally greatful, all I want to do is serve the highest good and be the best I can be and I’m trying to listen to the subtle whispers of the universe on how to live in a way in alignment for the greatest good, and ultimately peace on earth. Peace on earth starts with peace within and so; i choose love. 🩷
