hey guys, as some of you may have noticed i havent been very..
🕑 Added 2022-05-27 19:11:18 +0000 UTC
hey guys, as some of you may have noticed i havent been very active these past days and i have been slow delivering some customs..
Ive been doing as many customs as i was able to do, but between my dysphoria rising, my depression & anxiety each time getting worse and having to move because my apartment contract ends, i cant manage to record more than maybe 2 customs a day..
I really wish i could work properly right now, and that all customs be done 1-2 days after being ordered, just like how it has always been for me, but i start crying and wanting to throw up because of anxiety as soon as i overwork myself and realise how useless i am mentally right now, that, with my arm hurting a bit ever since i overwkored so much last time, its been very difficult..
I have already talked to everyone who was affected by this, and a compensation was given, but i just wanted everyone to know that i am trying my best, really, but its so difficult, its so hard to record while feeling so sad and hating how i look..
I am completely aware this is aall in my brain and that i dont look like i think i do, but its just diffucult..
A big big change is coming as soon as i move next month/2 month since we will have 1 more bedroom and creating content will be easier, so much more content and videos are arriving when that time comes, so.. please.. just stay with me until then.. i promise i wont mess up again.. sorry
