The last few months have been hard. A lot has changed, and I..
🕑 Added 2020-11-10 23:57:39 +0000 UTC
The last few months have been hard. A lot has changed, and I've been feeling quite overwhelmed. My mental health took a pretty drastic dive a few months ago, and I ended up being diagnosed with Bipolar disorder during a depressive episode. I lost drive for a lot of my interests, including photography, art, and most of my sexual intrigue. I haven't been posting, or honestly doing much of anything. I quit my job and secluded myself in my house for a month or 2. I stopped exercising and counting micronutrients for the first time since I was 15 (and put on some depression weight as a result) and I've been feeling pretty unsatisfied with myself and my flesh-prison.
But now? I got a new job. And I've been trying to be conscious of my manic and depressive waves. Ill be starting school again soon, and im finally getting back on top of my responsibilities. Ive quit drinking as much, and im watching how much I smoke too.
And on that note, ill be doing a shoot tonight that I can't wait to share with you all! Hopefully getting back in the air will provide me with the mental space I've been needing.
Thank you all for being so patient with me, sticking around, and supporting me and my art. I cant wait to pour my soul back into this creative passion.
