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Guys thank you if you've been waiting for me. I'm really sor..
🕑 Added 2022-04-03 19:50:28 +0000 UTC Guys thank you if you've been waiting for me. I'm really sorry. I still can't make any promises re: regular content or any new content soon (I talked about it here before, but in case you missed it, the war in Ukraine has been affecting me mentally much worse than what I guess would be rational/reasonable for most people, and since early March when I haven't been able to get into a much more stable emotional "setting" even though I'm trying to). I understand that not seeing new posts must be frustrating/annoying for many subscribers. I've noticed that I don't seem to be losing many subscribers; I can only repeat, please feel free to unsubscribe if you don't want to deal with this or wait any longer. As I said previously I'll start uploading again when I'm at a point where I can do that. People on my Snap (I'm not adding anyone new there so pls don't ask, there's nothing nsfw on my Snap) know exactly how I'm doing & that I'm not in a position of taking photos/videos or getting anything done really. I'm trying hard to work on to handling the situation better but at the moment I'm absolutely not dealing with it the way most people are; I'm neglecting many other things in life, not just OF. Basically I still do a lot of catastrophic thinking - imagining how the war may escalate in the future - which results in paralyzing panic/anxiety every day mixed with extreme exhaustion, and it sucks that I have to make myself so vulnerable and admit that to you guys (most of which hardly know me) because it's obviously very embarrassing to be this weak and react like this to a war that's not in my country, but it is how it is now. I'm sorry I'm unable to work at the moment. Thanks for reading this. ❤️ Don't forget that at https://pastelink.net/LilyMarieOFvids you find a list of direct links to OF posts with many of my best videos on here, in case you're feeling like you're not getting your money's worth at the moment. P.S. Many of you might think something along the lines of "how hard can it be to take a quick pic of your ass even when you're feeling bad", but I PROMISE you it's not as easy as that, I've tried. Plus you guys deserve bigger and better photo sets here from me than random pics of individual body parts and low effort stuff like that. Putting on lingerie, doing my makeup , setting up my phone and lights, and not crying for a whole day (so that it's gone from my face) is what it takes for me to take decent pictures; add meticulous editing of each picture, and that's all too much for me to do at the moment. It's really embarrassing but I just am not functioning right now, I don't know how else to say it.
