Hi friends- this is for y’all that’s ordered customs -
Firs..
🕑 Added 2023-05-20 16:32:28 +0000 UTC
Hi friends- this is for y’all that’s ordered customs -
Firstly I SUCK- I’ve been working so hard on my MH and getting unstuck mentally & out of this funk I’ve been in and trying to maintain s0briety & chat with you guys & I have a lot of things going on with my family life back home- crazy fucki exes that I can only blame myself for & the list goes on!!! I’ve been so mentally drained and just down bad the last few months since my ex attacked me & went to j@il/ then a month ago he broke into my apartment & traumatized me even more. I’m sorry that I’ve not done what I should’ve but I have legitimate reasons behind why I’ve not- it’s not bc I don’t want to :( at all- on top of it all - I generally have 2 “times of the month” due to stress & I currently have one right now-
I’ve always struggled w being alone and have never been alone the way I am and have been the last few months- it’s all new to me… I try to create quality content that’s enjoyable to me & the last few months ya girl has been celibate !!!!
For THREE months y’all, never have I ever in my grown life but I know that the way I was going was getting me nowhere - I’m trying so hard to be happy and make everyone else happy too :(
I’ve offered free undies / other vids etc, I’ve tried so many times to do my customs & they just suck and I rly don’t want to send y’all anything less than 100% effort from me, esp with how much y’all pay :(
❤️❤️❤️❤️ all love & im so sorry again y’all!!!
Im really trying out here
Also I’ve lost 10 pounds due to stress so I have my abs back but :/
