🕑 Added 2022-06-24 19:24:09 +0000 UTC
***CAMGIRL MEMOIR 19 - Colorblind***
**2012**
***"Tell me what you think of this black dick... how would you fuck it?"*** - he asked after sending the image of a fit black man displaying his horse sized penis, that grew almost as high as his neck.
As a Brazilian born in a deeply mixed family and culture I never put much thought on the difference between people's colorations.
I could see it in my family. I had seen my grandmother, a brazilian black native indian, birth 3 blonde babies. One of them with very curly hair, and another dark brown baby with smooth hair.
An aunt, a green eyed dark haired woman, gave life to dark brown and very fair skinned babies; and even my sister, a blue eyed with curly blonde hair baby, born to brunette parents with straight hair, like myself.
My best friend was a white asian girl with a dark skinned asian baby sister (as her parents were an asian and a black person)
Naturally, growing up I used to think that God just liked to play mix and match and people were born with random features, regardless of what the parents looked like. It always felt like an awesome creative concept and I loved how colorful the world was.
Soon enough, I learned about genetics and phenotypes which remained a wonderful creative concept, but much less chaotic and surprising than I thought.
The relevance of someone's color remained the same to me, however. Absolute 0.
For Mr. Colorblind however, skin color was not only a big deal but also the main focus of his sexual fantasies.
Our first Private had felt like an interview. He wanted to know about my background and asked me to rate famous guys' looks as I bounced on a pillow, the second time around he wanted me to twerk and included some light dirty talk that was borderline "race play", and this time it quickly evolved into this:
***"I like to see beautiful girls talking about how they want to get screwed by real men with big black dicks. How many black guys have you fucked?"***
**"Oh yes.. black dick is soooo much better than white. So much bigger and harder.. I can't count how many I've had, but I want more.."** - I answered in a convincing enough tone while a flashback of the only 2 (non black or white, but very mixed latinos) sexual partners I had under my belt. I chuckled. Hollywood was missing out an actress.
Right after that dialogue he sent pictures of well hung white and black guys.
***"Tell me what you think of them....how come the black cock looks much better even when they are the same size?"***
Tough request as to me one didn't look better or worse than the other. But equally scary because of their unusual, hopefully photoshopped, sizes.
So I made something up to please him.
***"hmmmm it's so hot when you talk like that. Black men really look more fit and his cock is more shiny like you said. You love it don't you? Black guys make you cum much harder. Tell me how you suck a big black cock if it doesn't fit in your mouth. Show me how you'd twerk on this black hard dick with that cute white ass"***
He talked about penis so much that it was surprising to hear him talk about my ass for once. Lol.
After the 10th huge black penis picture I was glancing at the clock every 5 seconds wondering how much longer this Private show would last. His obsession was very intense this time.
***"How would you cum on it? Moan while you tell me how much superior black dick is"***
I was starting to feel uncomfortable.
Not necessarily with the raunchiness, but the aggressiveness on the comparison between black and white men. I was secretly growing resentment towards this guy's rudeness. Why did he think he was so much better because of skin color?
***"If I tip you 200tokens will you open my webcam?*** - he requested.
**"Sure.."** I replied, wondering what it looked like after all. He must be huge to talk like this.
Curiosity really gets the best out of you.
And now, as I write this memoir, I see how obvious it was all along. But at the time I was shocked at the reveal of Mr. ColorBlind.
A youn.g, snow as white, much smaller than average size guy masturbated furiously with a Tenga Egg (Google it. It's for guys that can't get... chicks.. ba dum tss) as I opened his webcam. He looked like he had freckles even down below.
***"Tell me how you'd fuck him and let the white guy just watch in the corner..."***
Hum
Well...
This was the last time I assumed anything about someone's looks from their sexual preferences and kinks.
