Plans have changed. My OCD reared its head at the worst poss..
🕑 Added 2024-10-17 11:16:22 +0000 UTC
Plans have changed. My OCD reared its head at the worst possible time, resulting in me expressing some apprehensions about my surgery during my pre-op prep. My surgeon told me that he thought I should cancel even after I told him I still wanted to do the surgery. And with me being the people-pleaser that I am, I felt too uncomfortable to request him to operate anyway. So I agreed to cancel the surgery. I immediately rescheduled for January, but I don't really know how to live my life in the meantime, or what to do with this page, since everything I was planning on doing next was dependent on me having surgery. If I can't figure something out by the end of the month, I'll probably just make subscription free in the meanwhile.
