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I sent 50 grand to the contractors to renovate this place a ..
🕑 Added 2024-06-17 02:22:32 +0000 UTC I sent 50 grand to the contractors to renovate this place a couple years ago. (in installments-most of my savings) They had been waiting for me to empty this place out so they can do their job. I wasn’t in the best spot mentally and couldn’t handle it myself on top of work. It was my responsibility and I shouldn’t have relied on him even if I did pay him to do it. Just like I paid him to assemble the tv stand he couldn’t finish either. I was caught in this weird mental loop where I needed to see him do it since I paid him too. He ended up not being able to do it and I feel silly for paying him for a job we ended up doing. I can’t repeat how relieved I feel that it’s finally almost all empty so that we can start. I’m so thankful for my father for stepping up and doing a great job. Chad spent maybe 20 hours total helping over the years but never finished the job and I finally had enough today. To be fair I had a lot of stuff and I am messy. I needed help and he just wouldn’t help me enough. I will never understand and I don’t care to. I need to downsize about half my stuff or buy an affordable acre somewhere with a barn for storage. I’m paying double rent rn until it’s renovated. I’m so ready to stop looking at this popcorn ceiling and orange floor that makes me want to dai ;-; I couldn’t even think looking at it all! There’s also holes and marks on the walls that I’d love to learn how to completely redo so it looks new. The renovation construction covers 2 bedrooms, 2 bathrooms, the living room, dining room and kitchen. My mother or father is likely going to retire here. I want to make sure it’s a comfortable place for either of them. My mental health was so not in a good place here. It’s a much older building and it needs a lot of work. I’m working hard and saving so maybe I can have a home, too. This belongs to my parents. I’m happy I can help with the mortgage and renovations. Before renovation photos of some of it and an almost finished after bathroom photo. Still need to order the tile for shower floor. #home #renovations
