Hi. I just feel like writing. I honestly want to write to yo..
🕑 Added 2021-02-16 13:45:46 +0000 UTC
Hi. I just feel like writing. I honestly want to write to you guys more often because I always have a lot on my mind and I like hearing what you guys think too. Feel free to entertain and read this if you want. Anyways, I will try to include more varieties of different content as I go along with my own comfort and improve on what I want to do and what type of content I want to put out there. I am also equally parts living my own real life and doing real life things (you know, the boring responsible stuff lol) whilst also trying to frequently explore with myself and figure out what it is I like to do with my content and how I want to go about it. I am still quite new to this. Although I did come from doing HD cosplay and fashion sets and ero-modeling on my patreon (if you supported me on there, thank you very much!) I am still entirely new and introduced to being super teasingly risque and sexy in videos + other forms of more intimate, more personal photos. I like dipping my toes in new territories of content instead of jumping in the deep end, so for those that understand and respect that flow, thank you and I appreciate you. There are some people on here today that have supported me since day 1, almost a year ago (maybe it has been a year?) and I am so grateful for you because without you I wouldn't be here. I mean, there are some people that keep up with me since I very first started posting on Instagram too! Same goes to anyone new, whether that be you supported me consistently or once, I see you and I am infinitely grateful for you. I try to put out what I think is good without making myself uncomfortable. And hey, although I consider myself a masochist, I don't want to be THAT kind of uncomfortable, you know? This is my body and I try to express it in ways that I feel is best, and in my opinion, there is a pace to go about things. I know some of you are on your knees for certain things, and I know I am not delivering just those things yet, but hey, I will get to those certain kinks, niche's and etc eventually! My whole life IS ahead of me, and I have plenty of time to put on multiple shows for you all in different exciting and fun ways. When I put out this content I want it to feel real and personal to you, not rushed and uncomfortable.
I'm losing my train of thought now, lol. It's 7:30am as I am writing this and I pulled an all-nighter and I'm just feeling sentimental or whatever right now. I know I make a lot of you horny and some of you see me as just something that makes you horny and that is totally fine, you aren't obligated to listen to my emotions or whatever. I know there will be supporters that will come and go but not for a second in my life do I not feel thankful for you/them. I do think about all of you often and I cannot thank everyone individually so I just want to take my time to thank everyone as a whole, and you will probably see me do this often because every day of my life I have been given opportunities that I feel like I do not deserve, as well as compliments and support that I feel infinitely obligated to express my thanks and gratefulness too. I don't think a lot of you understand how you have changed my life, and I won't go too in depth about it, but my childhood wasn't the brightest and this has quite literally saved me. And this is where I feel like I do not deserve this... some people appreciate me for just being.. myself? And that is a crazy concept for me to grasp. The fact that I can make quite a few people's day even though I don't think I am the funniest or best person ever makes my head spin. I know some people could break it down that I only get the support I do for "being attractive" but I refuse to believe that considering the personal support, care, and interaction coming from you all. I love my community so fucking much and you all are the one thing I look forward to thinking about constantly. Thank you.
