have it in me to find someone attractive and just know littl..
🕑 Added 2020-08-06 02:12:10 +0000 UTC
have it in me to find someone attractive and just know little to nothing about them and just want to... yeah I'm kinda oblivious to people that like-liking me. im ditsy, dumb, and so self-loathing that just never thought anyone would like me. well, I feel bad because I was toying with the idea "lol im texting him during an emergency and he was willing to help me. must like me" but I don't want to think that guys are only nice to me because they want to get in my pants. now im questing all his actions up to this point. like why he was pushing advice for me to move on. As well as what happened in December with my attempt and I still feel like people dont get it and need a scapegoat. so they blame Bryant. im not over him. he was my best friend and the only guy I felt comfortable with up until we dated. I just can't get that with anyone. my fault for not trying but im desperate. im not going to be lost. seems like people are only nice to me if they want something
