I’ve been sick with a sinus/ear infection the past week or t..
🕑 Added 2024-08-24 20:13:31 +0000 UTC
I’ve been sick with a sinus/ear infection the past week or two. I’ve also been dealing with some depression. My husband’s mom passed away about 3 months ago and I never really gave myself a chance to grieve. I wanted to be strong to support my husband, and manage everything while he was dealing with her passing. About three weeks ago all the emotions finally caught up with me, and I’ve been feeling depressed. I know I’ll be fine as time passes, because it is normal to grieve. Having someone close to you die is difficult, and it makes you think about death, and losing other people you love. It’s been hard dealing with all the different emotions and thoughts. I have enjoyed making content and chatting with everyone, but the last few weeks I’ve not been able to focus on it. It was making me feel like I was letting you guys down, by not responding to messages and posting new content. I was mentally beating myself up for not doing things I normally do/care about, so I chose to distance myself. I needed to take a step back so I could take time to focus on my mental/physical health. I will start posting again, but it will be when I’m feeling better mentally. It’s hard to do things when you don’t feel like you care. I hope everyone is doing ok❤️ I’ll eventually respond to everyone’s messages, but please don’t take it personally because I haven’t responded.
