Embarking upon closing this chapter of this life's narrative..
🕑 Added 2024-05-26 19:24:21 +0000 UTC
Embarking upon closing this chapter of this life's narrative. I'd like to extend my gratitude to those who have supported me throughout my journey, however this chapter has been needing for a long time to come to an end. To some, this may not come as a surprise but these last few years as I've been reflecting more on life I've taken a deep look inside and what I've noticed is that I haven't been happy for a very long time. When I first began my transition, I had so much... support? Something I wasn't used to before which had driven me to continuing my journey further. What I didn't know, is that I've been letting people control the direction. I tried to push through, but I couldn't lose the feeling as if I had become a product. Inside I knew the relations I had with others revolved around the possibility of us having sex and when I first started my journey.. The one thing I desired the most which I hadn't had before was to be liked for simply being me. So.. where have I been? These last few Months I have been spending a lot more time with family, I stopped reaching out to people I wanted to be my friends but knew they didn't see the same. I've been going out to events with friends and family outside my social media web and have been living life the way that brings me happiness inside. I never realized how much I've put my family and those who deeply care about me the most, in order to make a post which doesn't bring me anything of value to me. So this is it then? I don't know... and I don't really know where My journey leads. This all feels like new territory to me and, it gives me something new to embark on. I'm not going to just disappear, but I also won't be focused on here or on social media as much anymore. I do have a place I hang out at which is My discord if anyone would like to still stay in touch you are welcome. But this chapter it's about time it comes to some closure. https://discord.gg/ExzpfyyRWY
