20min vid talking about my experiences the last 3-4 days.
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🕑 Added 2020-04-12 18:28:39 +0000 UTC
20min vid talking about my experiences the last 3-4 days.
CONTENT WARNING: discussion of dřugs, ıntoxıcation, crying, anxiety, etc.
Summary: I met with a guy and his friend from Tinder, did ecstasy, felt great, went to my place next day, felt weak and started realizing I didn't mesh with the guy very well, went back to his place and did shrooms, felt very nostalgic/uncomfortable in that environment and needed to be driven home, cried, and continue to feel a bit off even now. That whole experience, while stressful and overwhelming, made me realize that certain aspects of my life need some work and I'm grateful that I was not only able to realize that but also have those experiences and meèt those people. If I was not as optimistic as I am, I think this might have fucked me up, but I always try to see the lesson that comes from every situation and I don't think there would have been any super happy fun way for me to come to this realization either way. Sorry for the heavy stuff but I wanted to give y'all something but need to catch up on customs 👍 hope you understand, and hope y'all have a great day! 💕 Thank you so much for your support, really :)
