Hey guys 😘 I just want to write a post for you to tell you ..
🕑 Added 2020-04-16 18:38:00 +0000 UTC
Hey guys 😘 I just want to write a post for you to tell you exactly why I’m poorly and what surgery I’m waiting for.. So I have what’s called a Type 1a Choledochal cyst which is blocking my bile duct (you can google all this if you wanna know more) so basically the operation I’ll be having is going to be removing my bile duct and creating a new one from my small bowel and connecting it to my liver., as you can imagine it’s going to be huge surgery and with that a huge scar on my stomach! So what makes me so unwell? The pain! Imagine someone is squeezing your wrist really tight and your wrist is trying to expand in size.. my cyst is 18mm... our bile ducts are only like 4-6mm in size so as you can imagine it’s got nowhere to move, it’s massive in size and it also carries an extremely high cancer risk.. it really does hurt and I can’t tell you when the pain is coming, my boyfriend would tell you it literally comes out of nowhere, some of you may have seen some of my pics where my belly looks small and in others it looks really fat? Well that’s the swelling it can cause, which is why there are certain positions and pics I can’t take.. I also have another condition that I don’t wanna go into but that can make me incredibly unwell too.. My boyfriend hasn’t had pics just like I haven’t uploaded on here, when these pain flares come I just have to get myself through them as best I can, I’m on incredibly strong pain medication which can make me really sleepy and feel really low.. I’ve only recently admitted to my boyfriend how sad I have been... Please bare with me, I understand I may lose some fans over this and that’s ok, I’m aware I have requests outstanding and I can promise you this is not my way of getting out of them, I genuinely will do them, by all means have a look on the internet if you want to know more about what’s wrong with me, I’ve nothing to hide or ask me, I’m willing to be 100% honest with you, for those that decide they don’t want to subscribe anymore, I’m sorry 😔 and for those that do still want to subscribe THANK YOU 😘😘😘 Until I’ve had the operation I am always going to have days like this, sadly it’s the way it is and the current world crisis means I could be waiting a long time also, I will come back from it, I always do but all I ask is you just wait for me 😘 My boyfriend has lots of old pics we can show you until I’m back on my feet, and I’ve had a recent delivery of a huge dildo that will get my attention when I’m better... I promise you I’ll be back soon ❤️
