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•~ I commit myself to loving you, learning you and worshipin..
🕑 Added 2020-09-15 02:46:38 +0000 UTC •~ I commit myself to loving you, learning you and worshiping you, every last bit •~ I commit to the surrender. To allow it, all 💛 My daily reminder to my, soul, my body, my journey, femininity, sensuality and every piece of my true, authentic being awaiting to be held and seen here for my life. This is my altar I created for myself for a sensuality course I was invited into as a gift from a loving sensuality guide who has inspired me for a long time. Here is where I start my days + end my nights: deep in my body, feeling each slow neck roll, moaning into the music, opening to the circles that take over my hips and self as the candle light flickers in the corner ✨ Here, is where I feel most alive, my sensuality feels ALIVE. Taking the time to slow down in my days has been critical to calling myself back into my body, my love for pleasure and sex after I was disconnected from it for so long due to sexual abuse, my medical illnesses/chronic pain, abusive relationships and trauma/PTSD. I promised myself I wanted to heal and re gain that connection. I dove deep into learning about the body, the vagus nerve, the nervous system, trauma and how all connected to my loss in my body and self to feel fully simply, how I could feel again. I learned when our minds, bodies and selves feel connected to the moment, not distracted... calm, safe, seen and loved, that we can feel our deepest of pleasure and connect back to it in ourselves, another and pleasure in life, its fullness, in openness in its entirety. To really enjoy it and live a life walking into, more. I have seen beautiful changes in taking time to connect back deeper into my body, self and pleasure through a mix of these things: time in silence, journaling, connecting to my needs and wants in intimacy, calming my body/mind and nervous system on a daily basis, letting go of the toxic and my regrets from the past, eliminating extra judgment or stressors to myself, body and all in my days, excess stressors, adding sacred sensuality practice, breathwork, meditation, movement and releasing in authentic expression in all moments. I am so excited for all of the new work coming here for you all. Some hints on one creation: we will be diving into connecting with your cock, learning its deepest enjoyments and pleasure using just my voice, your breath and going far into your mind... Mmmm so much love 💛✨
