❤️ Honoring my heart ❤️
I have been reflecting a lot recent..
🕑 Added 2021-05-03 21:58:52 +0000 UTC
❤️ Honoring my heart ❤️
I have been reflecting a lot recently
✨About what happiness in this life and this work looks like for me.
✨ How much I love in this work + how I don’t want to lose that to keep up in this race it’s turning into...
✨How much wild sexual energy and pleasure I actually get to open to and feel fully when I don’t feel I NEED to create or post or focus on the money or keeping others happy..
✨On how much importance it is for me of authentic sexual sharing here, not just creating to create or doing more to hit numbers or fit the norm in an “adult model” brand..
✨On how much creating and sharing my intimate life and pleasures really mean to me.
✨ How much, each of you do, too.
With that, I’m going to need to make some changes for my space here...❤️
I need to honor creating from nothing other than my HEART. Not over doing just to keep up on in competition with other creators to make the money and also keep up with how much they’re doing... This, is now the focus for this work and, I can’t honor that. I won’t go against my authentic expression just to keep you here 💔
Within the last year, this work has shifted a lot for us in SW with all of the new creators joining in pandemic.
I have watched the industry shift to hyper focus on how much or fast can one create or how much one will do, in order to be able to be seen In the ever growing number of souls joining OF. Leaving behind boundaries to grow or be seen or chosen in the industry.
I won’t do that...
This work, isn’t a space for anything but my truth and authentic sexual expression for me. I cannot honor the norm the industry is holding right now or for me to play in a rat race of “who can create the most or fastest and keep or get the most subscribers” etc
I live with multiple health issues as well which most of my days go to. My health and truth need to come first.
I believe there is power and impact in me really sharing what makes me feel DAMN good and HOT and wanting to create and share and do within what.
My greatest pleasure and ability to give back to you all on this platform and personally in our relationships comes in me honoring my own truth first.
Thank you for those of you who continue on in my journey here ✨I appreciate every one of you more than you know.
To honoring my full body FUCK YES and sharing that with you all. nothing less ❤️✨ Wishing the same for you all too !
