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A little speed hump for the day. Which describes yesterday- ..
🕑 Added 2021-06-20 12:18:08 +0000 UTC A little speed hump for the day. Which describes yesterday- I slowed down and enjoyed my time as much as possible. I’m trying to be more present! I certainly got hit with heavy waves of “what ifs” yesterday. Having my close girlfriends here truly helps to surf these waves. I’ve done so much work on myself the last several years- and yet- I wasn’t able to let someone as one-of-a kind as him in. I’ve become fiercely independent, to a fault. But! On a very positive note- not only was I able to finally recognize I wanted to go “all in” with him…but also- I was able to tell him. Able to fully open up about all my doubts, barriers and then true feelings. Even when I felt telling him might damage our future friendship. Those 2 things are MASSIVE steps in the very right direction. And that’s a beautiful thing. For the love of all things- I want to learn from this. Learn that it’s okay & necessary to bring my guard down. Learn that I deserve to be fully loved romantically. That fear does not have to rule my love life. That personal growth can happen WITH a partner. That for a strong partner- past obstacles can be cleared…together. Raising a glass to learning and DARE I SAY- loving❤️
