I wanted to publish this video a few days ago, but unfortuna..
🕑 Added 2025-02-17 22:39:10 +0000 UTC
I wanted to publish this video a few days ago, but unfortunately, life got in the way. π Of course, I could've published just the video, but without taking the time to tell you a bit more about it, I think it would be incomplete. This is exactly why I am keeping my journal. I can't count how many times I hoped to know a bit more about the porn I am watching myself. Because the "why" people do something is just as hot, if not hotter to me, as the "what" they are doing. And I think it's especially the case of any fetish content. One easy example I have are pictures of dicks locked in the chastity. The first thing I want to know is how did that happened, how long it's been, who's holding the keys, and so on. Often It's quite sexy on its own and I wish more guys would at least try it once, but it poses so many teasing questions that I want to know more. Even if it's simple ... "I wanted to feel what it feels to give up control, so I locked myself and put the key in a timebox." Is way sexier than just a picture with no context at all. π₯΅Anyway, before I run too far off with the point, as I often do π , here is what I've been up to:Usually, I keep him mostly in the dark about my session plans and when he's going to cum. I drop some hints and teases though, because that's just hot and I love hearing/reading how the anticipation is making him horny. But I purposefully keep it vague for a few reasons. First I do what I promise because trust in bdsm has to go both ways. I know some guys enjoy being treated without a hint of fairness, but that's a whole other fetish of its own. I like to keep it unbalanced, but "fair". I just like the freedom of making any split-second decision. And the last reason is, that I love preparing surprises. It's thrilling that he never knows what the plan is. And I feel it gives me extra power over him because he can't prepare for it mentally. πThat being said, I've decided to shake things up a little. I've figured I can still have a lot of what I like, even if I tell him something for a change. The thing is, I can still tell him what's NOT going to happen. There is always the sliver of hope, that I'll make him cum, or at least give him a ruined. So I've found it sexy to tell him, that he's not going to cum for a while. That's something I rarely do. But I was in a mood for teasing. And while he can mentally prepare for it now, he also can't fully escape it, because he knows I am serious. Not knowing what lies ahead can be very teasing, but facing the inevitable is messing with him another way, and I like the change π€ Besides I could tell he enjoyed me being a little stern with him and directly telling him, on Valentine no less, not to expect orgasm anytime soon. πWith that, I felt it was only reasonable to give him a little handjob to make sure, he was appreciating the gift of knowledge properly π€ I slowly took him to the edge and then let him go soft. My plan was to give him just a single slow edge, but seeing the blob of precum after he went soft made me want to play with his dick a bit longer. Not that much longer mind you. That tear leaving his dick told me everything I needed to know. He's going to enjoy it, his dick can't lie to me. π
