natashakaur
fansly
🕑 Added 2023-11-06 05:21:07 +0000 UTC
WORST MONTH OF MY LIFE BUT I’M GLAD TO STILL BE ALIVE. I BARELY SURVIVED COVID/FLU/BRONCHITIS and I’ve been recovering pretty fast since being discharged from the hospital.
My personal phone, WORK PHONE, Airpods, Apple pencil, AND MY TRUCK have been stolen/lost. Luckily I have other devices.
It’s funny but I’ll be using my Sony and jumbo Canon DSLR for all photos… including IG/Tik Tok Posts, stories, etc 😭 I’ve been carrying a small camera with me and it’s kind of old school cool (but kind of obnoxious when I bring out the JOBY vlogger tripod)
Anyway— it sucked being so sick that I couldn’t do anything, but as of yesterday I’ve been able to workout and record some content. Taking baby steps and one day at a time.
I’ve never gone through a period of consistent inactivity online like this ever. I feel weird about it and quite guilty. I can’t help but experience imposter syndrome and wonder why I even have subscribers in the first place when others are more consistent, have better content, etc.
I did finish a painting earlier today though!!! Excited to share my set up and “new” place even though it’s been over a month or two.
