It's so hot how hard my body fights being fat. I was skinny ..
🕑 Added 2023-02-17 16:42:31 +0000 UTC
It's so hot how hard my body fights being fat. I was skinny my whole life until my early 20s. Even up until the pandemic started, I could atleast *appear* average sized because my chub was easy to hide. It was always easy for me to be skinny, although at times I took it to an extreme due to sports and stuff. My body WANTS to be skinny. If I stopped eating like an absolute animal all the time, i have no doubt in my mind that I would effortlessly revert back to my former form.
This past week, due to my concussion I haven't had my usual appetite. I've been eating but nowhere near as much as I normally do. It's so wild to watch my body start to deflate even with just a few days off. That will forever be the hottest part of my gain for me - I f0rced myself fatter and I work HARD to maintain it.
So after a few days of being "normal" due to circumstances out of my control.. it's safe to say that I am SO damn ready to binge hard this weekend. I am feeling better and literally drooling at my desk thinking about the feast that lies ahead. In some ways, this little reset seems to have revived my insatiable mind and body. I am going to eat so much this weekend. Stay tuned.
