Hi guys,
I'm going to get candid for a minute here, because..
🕑 Added 2022-07-04 11:43:40 +0000 UTC
Hi guys,
I'm going to get candid for a minute here, because I absolutely fell off the face of the earth, and those of you who stuck with me deserve to know why.
This has, quite possibly, been the most frustrating month of my life. I lost my phone, had to get a new one. In the meantime, my ex and I have been sharing phone/internet plans for the past couple years. He's still one of my best friends, but it's about time we split that. So we did, I got my own phone and internet plan, and the internet just, did not work. I called the place I got it from, my email still redirects to his account, so some sort of wires got crossed when I was signing up for my own account, with my own email. So I've been internet-less for nearly two weeks now.
I lost my last contact, so I'm stuck in my big bug eyed glasses that I hate, so I haven't been feeling sexy in the least. THEN my bank decided the $3 google subscription I pay every month for the past 6 years was suspicious, and locked my debit card.
I don't handle stress well, and I lost the ability to use my phone for awhile there, no internet, no access to my money, and I have a really bad tendency to just absolutely panic, so that's been me the past month for the most part. It would be fine if one thing went wrong, maybe two max, but it feels like everything is just piling on each other right now, and I went into "what the fuck am I supposed to even do?" mode, and that usually means I curl up in bed and hide. Not healthy, I know, but that's me lol.
Anyway, things are finally looking up. I have a new phone (with a fuckin' AWESOME camera, I can't wait to use that when I don't feel like a sack of trash), the internet was finally sorted out, debit card will have to be a WIP, and I should get my new contacts tomorrow and finally feel comfortable enough to start posting again.
I am SO sorry this has been such a shitshow page lately. It's basically dead at this point, but to the few of you who stuck around with me, thank you so much. I think things are about to get better, and I'll be back to being excited to post again. Lately I just wake up with existential dread, but things seem to be turning around.
If you're celebrating today, stay safe, have a good time. I hope you have a great day, despite this country being part of said shitshow.
I really appreciate all of you. Anyone who read this far and feels like it, DM me, and I'll send you any premade of your choice as a thank you for putting up with me and my anxious ass.
