Sometimes I see what other have and how they live their live..
🕑 Added 2021-03-20 21:22:36 +0000 UTC
Sometimes I see what other have and how they live their lives and feel because I don't have what they have my life is missing something. For me my height and the countless time I've been rejected because "I don't go out with short guys" has destroyed my self worth and lead to suicide attempts. I got lucky that I failed and found something that kept want to keep going, my cats. Thanks to them I'm here today and in the the 26 years of their lives I learn to care about the things that matter. I'm not very good with people because I've always been so different "why can't I fit in" "Why don't I like the things they do?" it used to make me feel so lonely,but I got over. I found out that most people are sallow and care more about "flexing" then being a decent person. They're a lot of guys that are taller than I am,but I end up being the bigger man. Looking back I feel really bad for the chicks that rejected over something so meaningless as not being 6 plus feet tall. I pity people growing up in the social media age they think flexing online with buying expensive crap to get attention becoming poorer. These people are fools and I've learn to take them for all their worth! You have to pay someone to flex hard on the gram and I learn to be the guy on the other side of the trade. All my short coming end up being lesson and I'm lucky I've always been so different to be able to learn these lesson. People want to flex on the gram I buy that companies stock and get wealthier. I can't change how tall I am,but I can stay health lift weight, keep getting stronger. Nothing is more fun that a guy twice my size that can barely pick 130 pounds while I warm up using 150 pounds. You can always become better I have and still am. A lesson failure used to teach,but we're so afraid to fail we don't even try. Just try what's the worst that can happen?
