Just want to write a blog post with some recent thoughts abo..
🕑 Added 2022-11-22 08:16:05 +0000 UTC
Just want to write a blog post with some recent thoughts about my sissy journey... As you guys know, making porn has been a way to explore my feelings and get encouragement in trying new things. I still absolutely love it and I'm excited for all the content I'm going to make next year. What I wanted to share was about how I felt during the past couple of months when I had a lot going on irl and barely had any chance to dress up that whole time.
It's been many years since I spent so much time as a guy without getting any girl time in between. Actually, like I mentioned before that was when I broke chastity and started doing a TON of jerking off again. I mean, it really took me back to those times before I tried hormones, when I barely had a chance to dress as a girl. Once again I was jerking off twice a day and fantasizing about fucking girls, which is a huge change from my usual lol. It really surprised me! When I dress up as a sissy, the most exciting thing I can think of is being fucked by a guy... and that feeling stays with me when I'm caged and wearing panties underneath 24/7. Usually all I watch is porn with lots of cock and sissy encouragement, and all of a sudden I was getting hard looking at cute girls on social media.
So that's been making me wonder if I should try out some new things. Like I really want to sprinkle in some more gay/guy mode porn where I encourage you to enjoy my dick... but I've also been getting more and more curious about making porn where I'm wearing just a few items of girl clothes, without makeup. Imagine me stroking my hard cock while wearing a black waist-cincher, satin gloves, and stockings... it would be so obvious how I'm a boi underneath, but I think it would be SO hot. Mmm I just love thinking about pushing deeper into my kinky male side and exposing it to everyone. Plus I think that porn would be a good magnet for the queer guys and ladies I'm trying to hook up with right now haha.
Please give this a like if you're into that idea! Part of what has been holding me back is being nervous that changing things up won't be as popular as my usual femme content. I love looking back at my old content and seeing how much I've grown and changed over the past couple of years. I seriously never thought I'd be making gay/male content when I started my OF. Remember that back then I was 24/7 femme, on hormones, and had long, girly hair. And now two years later I've gotten to live out some of my deepest sissy fantasies :) I'm so glad I've had your support in getting this far in my journey!
There's so much more I want to try out now (btw message me if you want to buy me a zentai suit... or a female silicone suit... or even a chic male wardrobe, I have ideas!!).
