*Saturday evening update:*
I am going to be taking my time a..
🕑 Added 2021-08-21 22:21:36 +0000 UTC
*Saturday evening update:*
I am going to be taking my time and doing my research; considering which options are best for me and my brand regarding how to transition after October 1.
This whole shameful ordeal feels like I just got punched in the gut. 2021 was supposed to be the year of healing and security. This year was the year I finally walked away from everything that no longer served me. To protect my mental health I quit my career, effectively taking a 70% cut (!!!) in my monthly income and moved across the world to completely start over. I had goals and aspirations with my branding here, with what I was going to build on this platform that would allow me to reach my dreams outside of this world. OnlyFans was how I was going to do it. I was making my way here. My income here at OnlyFans, The 1099 documents from this job, were what I submitted to the embassy as proof I could sustain myself in order to be granted a residency visa. I only just arrived weeks ago, and now this. I over leveraged everything so I could move my life and start over. Now OnlyFans getting out of the porn business has really flipped my entire life on it’s head. I mean what a disaster. OnlyFans, you messy messy bitch.
Can’t nobody tell me Murphy’s Law isn’t real. I’m high key stressed, but I’m also eerily calm. Being able to maintain composure (at least on the outside) is a coping mechanism and survival skill I picked up along the way over the years. When the bottom falls out, I really lose it. I panic, I usually cry, I pace around erratically, I take a depression nap, i freak the fuck out…but only for an hour. Then my heart rate slows way way down and I get really quiet, really calm and incredibly focused. That’s where I’m at now. I’m fucking heartbroken and full of uncertainty, but damn I’m calm.
A few routes I am considering for after October:
No.1) Remain on OF with softcore nudes and host my explicit content on a porn clips site. No.2) Leave OF entirely and upload all my content to another fan site platform (which one TBD). No.3) Remain on OnlyFans with content that abides by the new stupid TOS and build my own clips site + incorporate Dropbox links.
I’m not rushing into a decision just yet, and I’m mulling over other options too and brainstorming with my online-SW colleagues I’d love your feedback. I hope you’ll be staying on with me after October 1!! So far which option sounds more appealing?
